Hidden Things of Shame

Posted by Jerry White on Jan 25, 2016

So I always take pains to have a clear conscience toward both God and man.
Acts 24:16 (ESV)
“Have you ‘renounced the hidden things of shame’ in your life—the things that your sense of honor or pride will not allow to come into the light? You can easily hide them…you must maintain continual watchfulness so that nothing arises in your life that would cause you shame.”
Oswald Chambers
My Utmost for His Highest, September 15
“My adversaries are part and parcel of my nature;
They cling to me as my very skin;
I cannot escape their contact.
In my rising up and sitting down they barnacle me;
They entice with constant baits;
My enemy is within the citadel;
Come with almighty power and cast him out, pierce him to death,
and abolish in me every particle of carnal life this day.”
The Valley of Vision, 217
Edited by Arthur Bennett
Lord, make me as sensitive as my eye is to a grain of sand to anything that would hinder me from being pure and holy before You. Give me holy revulsion for all that offends You. May my disgust for sin be greater than any temptation. Amen.

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Flee Temptation

Posted by Jerry White on Jan 11, 2016

But each person is tempted when he is lured and enticed by his own desire. Then desire when it has conceived gives birth to sin, and sin when it is fully grown brings forth death.      James 1:14-15 (ESV)


“In our members there is a slumbering inclination toward desire, which is both sudden and fierce. With irresistible power, desire seizes mastery of the flesh. All at once a secret, smoldering fire is kindled. The flesh burns and is in flames. It makes no difference whether it is a sexual desire, or ambition, or vanity, or desire for revenge, or love of fame and power, or greed for money….

At this moment God is quite unreal to us. [Remember those words.] He loses all reality, and only desire for the creature is real. The only reality is the devil. Satan does not here fill us with hatred of God, but with forgetfulness of God…. The lust thus aroused envelopes the mind and will of man in deepest darkness. The powers of clear discrimination and of decision are taken from us. The questions present themselves as, ‘Is what the flesh desires really sin in this case?’ And, ‘Is it really not permitted to me, yes, expected of me now, here in my particular situation to appease desire?’…

It is here that everything within me rises up against the Word of God…. Therefore the Bible teaches us in times of temptation in the flesh, there is one command: Flee! Flee fornication. Flee idolatry. Flee youthful lusts. Flee the lusts of the world. There is no resistance to Satan in lust other than flight. Every struggle against lust in one’s own strength is doomed to failure.”

Dietrich Bonhoeffer

Quoted by Charles R. Swindoll, David, 185-186


Sin in your bodily members continues while you live on earth. Although the Lord Jesus broke its enslaving power over you at the cross, sin’s presence has not been eradicated from your flesh. It just waits for opportunity. Therefore it is a constant threat that must be overcome by your vigilance and dependent cooperation with the Lord.

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A Bitter Aftertaste

Posted by Jerry White on Oct 5, 2014

“Do not think your soul is secure and immovable—-not as long as you are in this life. Haven’t you ever known a man or woman who seems good and spiritual—-and then see them fall away from God?

The person who thinks they will never fall suffers even greater damage when they slip. You remain humble, and depend on God for every moment of your soul’s safety and strength. Only in this humble spirit do you stand a chance of avoiding the snares of the Evil One.

And here is a hidden snare you must avoid:

Many Christians allow themselves to daydream about pleasures they know are forbidden. They think, I’m not acting on these thoughts. So what does it hurt? They are already many steps down the road, deep in enemy territory.

Before you know it, Satan has mesmerized you, using your own appetites. He has led you out of your fantasies into real indulgence. He has stirred your flesh, and your senses have moved you out of the realm of the spirit and into the world where you are left to grub out a few moments of pleasure. But what you desire is a shiny illusion, dangled before your eyes. In the end, you do not experience the inner delight you thought sin would give you. In fact, you are empty and cold within, slinking back home with guilt and remorse. You have burned your conscience and shattered the peace of your soul.

As is often said: ‘A few moments of happiness tonight—-a heartful of ache and sorrow in the morning.’

So it is—-with empty illusions that promise satisfaction—-Satan hypnotizes and leads astray. So it is he leads us out from the presence, safety, and fulfillment that is in God—-out to where his dark forces can gnaw on our soul with the teeth of regret, bitterness, and sorrow.”

Thomas `a Kempis (c. 1380-1471)
Come, Lord Jesus, 63-65
Edited by David Hazard

Each person is tempted when he is lured and enticed by his own desire.
James 1:14 (ESV)

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Trusting When Tempted

Posted by Jerry White on Apr 13, 2014

“Many Christians wonder: Why does God allow us to be tempted at all? Or why let temptation continue throughout our lives—-why not just deliver us totally from the desires that become twisted and wrong and lead us into sin?
For some, temptation is greatest at the beginning of their conversion. For others, it is far greater the longer they have been Christians. Some are troubled with certain temptations all their lives, while others are barely stirred by the wisp of an evil thought.

God is not the author of evil, sin, or temptation, yet in His divine providence He ordains things in this way. Why He does so—-allowing some to wrestle with sin and others to easily live good lives—-is a mystery that lies deep in His own heart. We only know that He chooses the path that will lead each one of His children to the greatest strength in spirit, the deepest experience of His Spirit’s saving might.

This much we can say for sure: When we feel ourselves weakening, we may cast our souls on the mercy and strength of God. And in His infinite love, from the fatherly pity in His heart, it will please Him to draw our souls to himself and take care of our every need. And at the same time, He will go before us in power and grace to defeat the overwhelming odds against us. For He will always rescue those who come to Him and admit they are powerless.

This, too, we know: How a man or woman responds when they are tempted proves where they stand in faith. For some blithely run to sin, and say, ‘God will forgive me anyway.’ Others resist sin and secretly become self-righteous, forgetting it is only the Lord’s strength that makes them strong.

And others run to the Lord, showing their simple trust in Him.”

Thomas `a Kempis (c. 1380-1471)
Come, Lord Jesus, 51-53
Edited by David Hazard
Let us the with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.
Hebrews 4:16 (ESV)

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Sin’s Humiliation

Posted by Jerry White on Sep 9, 2013

As for me, I said, “O Lord, be gracious to me; heal me [margin – my soul], for I have sinned against you!

Psalm 41:4 (ESV)


“There are seasons when the Christian sinks very low in humiliation. Under a deep sense of his great sinfulness, he is humbled before God till he scarcely knows how to pray, because he appears, in his own sight, so worthless. Well, child of God, remember that when thou art at thy worst and lowest, yet underneath thee ‘are the everlasting arms’. Sin may drag thee ever so low, but Christ’s great atonement is still under all. You may have descended into the deeps, but you cannot have fallen so low as the uttermost; and to the uttermost He saves.”

Charles Spurgeon

Morning & Evening, November 11, A.M.


“When once we confess it, our sin is immediately and forever put away. God will never mention it again. It need not be a barrier on our service; it should not hinder us from aspiring to and enjoying the most intimate fellowship which is within the reach of mortals. Forget the past sins and failures of your life in the sense of brooding over them with perpetual lamentation.”

F. B. Meyer

His Victorious Indwelling, 49

Nick Harrison, Editor


“Though grace does subdue sin, it does not wholly remove it. We are like Christ, having the first fruits of the Spirit, yet we are unlike Him, having the remainders of the flesh.”

Thomas Watson

Glorifying God, August 22


“Sometimes, when after a sin committed, I have looked for sore chastisement from the hand of God. Instead, the very next that I have had from him has been the discovery of His grace.” John Bunyan (1628-1688)

Weakness Of Your Flesh

Posted by Jerry White on Nov 4, 2012

Never underestimate the weakness of your flesh.

Jesus said to His disciples, “My soul is very sorrowful, even to death; remain here, and watch with me” (Matthew 26:38). He shared His burden of soul with them and simply asked them to watch with Him in prayer—but they slept. Finding them asleep when He returned He asked Peter, “So, could you not watch with me one hour? Watch and pray that you may not enter into temptation. The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.” But they went back to sleep and ignored their Master’s request. Weak flesh!

David, a man after God’s heart, committed adultery with Bathsheba and then arranged for the murder of her husband. Samson fell because of a woman. Solomon, the wisest man, fell away from the Lord because of women. Simon Peter denied and even swore with an oath that he did not know Jesus. Demas left Paul because he loved this present world (2 Timothy 4:10).

Pastor after pastor in this generation has fallen because of immoral relationships. Christian marriages by the hundreds have failed because of disobedience to the Word of God and because of being controlled by self-centered flesh by one or both partners. Churches have become divided because of fleshly divisions. Men in ministry have become addicted to pornography, as have many other men in churches, even men who thought this would never happen to them. Professing Christian women have become attracted to other men because of unfulfilling marriages or because of secret fantasies. Internet connections have led to illicit relationships and this has led to ignoring or rejecting the claims of Christ because of emotional or physical fleshly desires that have taken over. The Lord plainly tells us, “For the desires of the flesh are against the Spirit, and the desires of the Spirit are against the flesh, for these are opposed to each other, to keep you from doing the things you want to do” (Galatians 5:17, ESV). The only answer (antidote) to the flesh ruling and ruining our lives according to God’s Word is, “Walk by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the flesh” (Galatians 5:16, ESV). It is said in another way in Romans 13:14, “But put on the Lord Jesus Christ, and make no provision for the flesh, to gratify its desires.” We either live in the Spirit’s fullness or our flesh takes over. Never underestimate the weakness of your flesh.


Temptation Or Sin

Posted by Jerry White on Aug 23, 2012

“In biblical teaching temptation is not sin. That is a principle of enormous practical importance. Many sincere Christians have been paralysed [sic] by Satan precisely here, and made to feel that simply because they have been tempted to a particular sin they have already sinned and come under the displeasure of God. It is vital therefore to see the distinction between temptation and sin. It may help us if we remind ourselves that Jesus was tempted (Heb. 4:15). Yet he was without sin and therefore to suggest that temptation is a sin is to come close to blasphemy — and there are occasions when a strong reminder like that will clarify the minds which Satan has confused.

How then can we distinguish temptation from sin when both seem to cling closely to us? By asking ourselves whether we want the temptation which is set before us. If our hearts are set against it, then we may be sure that we are not yet engaged in sin but are being subjected to temptation.

In fact the Bible has two different sets of words for temptation in the Hebrew of the Old Testament and the Greek of the New Testament. One conveys the idea of testing in order to prove validity. In the word-picture of Scripture, the believer is tested for genuineness just as metal is tested for its genuineness. The other word normally has a less positive content, and conveys more the idea of testing through temptation, through the experience of the opportunity to sin. The first expression is never used of Satan, the second is infrequently used of God. But when God does test, it is in order to know what is in the hearts of men and women. He applies pressure on their lives to see what will emerge. This is a regular theme in the Old Testament (Deut. 8:2; Judges 2:22; 3:1-4; 2 Chronicles. 32:31).”

Sinclair B. Ferguson

Taking the Christian Life Seriously, 87 (1980)


For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin.

Hebrews 4:15 (ESV)

The Master’s Voice

Posted by Jerry White on Sep 22, 2011

“As we walk by the Spirit, following His promptings, the voice of fleshly desire will lose its power to allure. In his book White Fang, Jack London told of an animal of that name who was half-wolf, half- dog. One day White Fang strayed into a hen-run and killed several hens. The owner was naturally very angry. White Fang’s trainer said to him, ‘I will guarantee that he will remain a whole afternoon in the hen-run and not kill a single chicken.’

The test began. Whenever the old lust to kill asserted itself, his master’s voice recalled White Fang again and again, until at last the force of the impulse had spent itself as he listened to that quietly restraining voice. He finally fell asleep in the midst of the hens. When he woke up, he yawned and jumped out of the hen-run. The temptation had no more power to allure. White Fang’s victory over his wolf-nature sprang from the restraining power of his loved master’s voice. So with us. Sensitive obedience to the restraining and empowering voice of the Spirit brings victory.”

J. Oswald Sanders

Enjoying Intimacy with God, 83


My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me.

John10:27 (ESV)


Hearing the Master’s voice requires stillness of soul and staying attuned to Him. Constant bombardment by the world’s noise can drown out the Spirit’s gentle whispers within. “What should I do?” you may ask. “I must live in this noisy world with my demanding schedule.” How would Jesus approach it? He would do exactly what He did when He walked those dusty roads of Galilee. He often went aside to be alone with His Father in order to share His heart and listen to His Father’s heart. This prepared Him to walk through His demanding days and noisy crowds while listening to His Father in the quiet sanctuary of His soul. He lived like we must live so we can live like He did. It is possible to learn how to listen to Him in the quietness of your soul while living in the clamor of the world around you. Your inner life can rule your outer life.

Danger of Secret Sin

Posted by Jerry White on Sep 8, 2011

You have set our iniquities before you, our secret sins in the light of your presence.

Psalm 90:8 (ESV)


“We need to remember that, like many sins, David’s were carried out secretly—at least for a while. One of the things that accompanies the promotion of individuals to higher positions of authority is an increase in privacy. This closed-door policy maintained by those in high office brings great temptation for things to be done in secret. Unaccountability is common among those in command. So it was with David. Unable to handle the privacy of the office over the long haul, David finally fell and rapidly went about covering his tragic tracks. It was done secretly.”

Charles Swindoll

David, 196


And no creature is hidden from his sight, but all are naked and exposed to the eyes of him to whom we must give account.

Hebrews 4:13 (ESV)



If You see in me

Any wrong thing encouraged,

Any evil desire cherished,

Any delight that is not Your delight,

Any habit that grieves You,

Any nest of sin in my heart,

Then grant me the kiss of Your forgiveness,

and teach my feet to walk the way of Your commandments.

Adapted from The Valley Of Vision, 188

Bewildered By Old Temptations

Posted by Jerry White on May 30, 2011

“As a seminary professor, I am tempted to believe that I have (or should have) risen above the common temptations that others face. This makes the appearance of sin in my life all the more disappointing and difficult to confess. I was made more ready to deal with my weaknesses, however, through the observations of another seminary professor:

‘I write these words at the age of fifty-five. During the past ten or twelve years, I have often—and with greater seriousness than ever before—reflected upon the course of my life. Certain patterns of thought and attitude and conduct have come to light, some of them quite disturbing. I look back upon repeated failures in my efforts to subdue inner thoughts, conflicts and fears, to combat immaturity and self-centeredness, to build genuine and enriching relationships with other people, to conquer besetting sins, and to grow in holiness and communion with God. I now see that every period of my life has been marked by …struggle. But the persistence of the failures, together with a growing understanding of the past, has made the struggles of recent years exceptionally intense and painful.’ [As quoted by Jerry Bridges in The Discipline of Grace, 41]

The man who wrote these words is widely respected for his godliness, yet he dares to speak with extraordinary humility and candor for the benefit of others. His words help rescue me from the despair of thinking that I am extraordinarily strange because, despite my position and background, I am still tempted even by what I find detestable. In knowing that I am not alone, I find that I can be more honest about what is in my heart and more willing to identify the wrong of which I must repent. Paul intends for these freeing dynamics to work in all our hearts when he tells us that what tempts us is common in humanity and is, in fact, part of being human.”

Bryan Chapell

Holiness By Grace, 94-95


A testing time or a temptation has not laid hold of you with the result that these have you in their grip, except those to which mankind is continually subject.

1 Corinthians 10:13 (Wuest Translation)