Bewildered By Old Temptations

Posted by Jerry White on May 30, 2011

“As a seminary professor, I am tempted to believe that I have (or should have) risen above the common temptations that others face. This makes the appearance of sin in my life all the more disappointing and difficult to confess. I was made more ready to deal with my weaknesses, however, through the observations of another seminary professor:

‘I write these words at the age of fifty-five. During the past ten or twelve years, I have often—and with greater seriousness than ever before—reflected upon the course of my life. Certain patterns of thought and attitude and conduct have come to light, some of them quite disturbing. I look back upon repeated failures in my efforts to subdue inner thoughts, conflicts and fears, to combat immaturity and self-centeredness, to build genuine and enriching relationships with other people, to conquer besetting sins, and to grow in holiness and communion with God. I now see that every period of my life has been marked by …struggle. But the persistence of the failures, together with a growing understanding of the past, has made the struggles of recent years exceptionally intense and painful.’ [As quoted by Jerry Bridges in The Discipline of Grace, 41]

The man who wrote these words is widely respected for his godliness, yet he dares to speak with extraordinary humility and candor for the benefit of others. His words help rescue me from the despair of thinking that I am extraordinarily strange because, despite my position and background, I am still tempted even by what I find detestable. In knowing that I am not alone, I find that I can be more honest about what is in my heart and more willing to identify the wrong of which I must repent. Paul intends for these freeing dynamics to work in all our hearts when he tells us that what tempts us is common in humanity and is, in fact, part of being human.”

Bryan Chapell

Holiness By Grace, 94-95


A testing time or a temptation has not laid hold of you with the result that these have you in their grip, except those to which mankind is continually subject.

1 Corinthians 10:13 (Wuest Translation)

A Real Danger

Posted by Jerry White on May 26, 2011

“Our Lord teaches that this is the secret of private prayer: ‘close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen.’ The first objective is to see that you have the Father’s attention and presence. Know that He sees and hears you. Of more importance than all your effort to pray in the right way is this: that you have the childlike assurance that your Father sees you, and that as you look on Him, He looks on you, and you enjoy genuine communion with God.

But there is a real danger to which you are exposed in this quiet place. It is the danger of substituting prayer and Bible study for living fellowship with God. True fellowship is giving Him your love, your heart, and your life, and also receiving from Him His love, His life, and His Spirit. Your needs and your expression of them, your desire to pray in faith, humility, and sincerity may so distract you that the light of His countenance and the joy of His love cannot enfold you. Your Bible study may so pique your interest and so awaken pleasant feelings that the Word of God may become a substitute for God himself; this is the great hindrance to fellowship, because it keeps the soul occupied rather than leading it to God himself. If this happens, we will go out into the day’s work without the power of an abiding fellowship, because in our morning devotions the blessing was not secured.”

Andrew Murray

The Believer’s Daily Renewal, 17


indeed our fellowship is with the Father and with his Son Jesus Christ.

1 John 1:3 (ESV)


Do you go through the habit of daily devotions or do you truly experience fellowship with your Heavenly Father? The difference between the two is vast. It is very easy to substitute going through the motions of a quiet time in place of experiencing His presence with heart to heart intimacy. The possibility of being in His presence for heart sharing is the richest of His earthly blessings for His children. He will gladly show you how. Ask Him. He wants it for you because He wants it with you.

Both Man And God

Posted by Jerry White on May 23, 2011

And the word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth.

John 1:14 (ESV)


“Is Jesus man, or is he God? Is he our friend, made of the same stuff as we are, walking beside us, struggling under the weakness of humanity as we are, or is he enthroned above the heavens, all-powerful, awesome, terrible, sovereign?

The Bible’s answer is ‘Yes.’

In Christ, in one person, there are two distinct natures. One is eternal, infinite, immense, almighty—the form and essence of God; the other begins in time, and is finite, limited, and confined to a certain place. This second nature is ours, which he took on when he ‘became flesh and lived for a while among us’ (John 1:14). There’s no one else like Him—and in this mystery he is glorious. In fact, this glory of his blazes so brightly that the blind world can’t bear the light and beauty of it. Most people openly deny the incarnation of the Son of God.

This is the glory that the angels bend down to get a glimpse of (1 Peter 1:12). This glory is laid as the foundation of the church (Matthew 16:16-19). Yet we can’t explain this glory to our children. We run short of words and analogies. Here we have to fall down and worship the Author of this wonderful mystery and, submitting our understanding to the obedience of faith, humbly adore what we can’t comprehend.”

Kris Lundgaard

Through The Looking Glass, 34-35


“Is any other question so far-reaching and important as the question, Who was Jesus? Is He or is He not God?

If Jesus is not God, then there is no Christianity, and we who worship Him are nothing more than idolaters. Conversely, if He is God, those who say He was merely a good man, or even the best of men, are blasphemers.”

J. Oswald Sanders

The Incomparable Christ, 53

Longing For Christ

Posted by Jerry White on May 19, 2011

“Olomouc lies in the center of Moravia, three hours east of Prague by train, twenty-four hours by planes, trains, and automobiles from my bride in New Mexico. During my two-month sabbatical there one winter, my wife and I exchanged some love letters that nearly melted the snow around my flat. Her letters to me were my food and drink, the sunshine that broke through the frozen gray sky to light my day. Every day at noon I charged up the five flights of stairs to find the housekeeper to ask for my mail. When I saw my name formed in my wife’s hand on an envelope, I went straight to my apartment and devoured every word and line, feasting on our love.

As delicious as her letters were, they weren’t enough. Within the first week of my sabbatical, I began to punctuate my journal entries with groans and sighs of missing her. Those groans and sighs grew until the final days, when I wrote, ‘All I want is to grab her and never let her go.’ Love letters are no match for the real thing—face to face, staring into your lover’s eyes, her warm body against your own.

The ‘not enoughness’ of love-letters is like the way we see Christ by faith in this life. We can bask for hours in his glory as the God-man, or as the only face of God to us, or as the wisdom of God, or as the love of God—and that glory feeds, comforts, and delights our souls. But it isn’t enough. There’s something more that we can’t have in this life, and it makes us ache to be with him. Lovers of Christ like David and Paul knew the deepest of his glory and love that can be known by faith, yet they cried out for more.

My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.

When can I go and meet with God? (Psalm 42:2)

I desire to depart and be with Christ, which is better by far…. (Philippians 1:23)

What David and Paul felt was the frustration of living by faith and not by sight (2 Corinthians 5:7). We live before God in this life by faith alone. By faith we take part in God’s grace, holiness, and joy; but someday, by sight, we’ll take hold of eternal happiness and glory.”

Kris Lundgaard

Through the Looking Glass, 153-155

A True Heart

Posted by Jerry White on May 12, 2011

“We know what the heart is from Scripture, but what is a true heart? Unless we understand this condition and meet it, we cannot acceptably approach God; and we will not experience true worship. I am not saying that we cannot come into the presence of God. We can, but we cannot worship in the way God desires us to worship. We will go through the motions, but that is all. We have seen quite clearly from the Word of God that the first thing in worship is the prostration, the falling down, the submission. There must be a true heart when we come to God in worship; otherwise, our worship is unacceptable.

Bishop Westcott, who wrote a classic on the epistle to the Hebrews, has this to say about a true heart. It is ‘a heart which expresses completely the devotion of the whole person to God. There is no divided allegiance, no reserve of feeling.’ This is perfect self-surrender of the whole person; in other words, it is the intellect, the emotion, and the will.

Another great scholar who has given us a classic on Hebrews is Adolph Saphir. He has this to say, ‘What is meant by a true heart?…Only a whole heart is true.…A true heart is never pleased with itself; but it is at peace, content that Jesus shall be all.’

Andrew Murray, who has given us possibly the best devotional classic on the epistle to the Hebrews, has this to say about a true heart:

In man’s nature the heart is the central power. As the heart is so is the man….our inmost being must in truth be yielded to Him…It is only as the desire of the heart is fixed upon God, the whole heart seeking for God, giving its love and finding its joy in God, that a man can draw nigh to God.

This may possible cause you to think, ‘What hope do I have for a true heart? Can I fix the desire of my heart upon God? Can my whole heart seek for God, giving its love to and finding its joy in God? Can I do that?

If you seek for a true heart with all your heart, you will receive it. It is entirely your decision, for God’s callings are His enablings. He lives in you by His Sprit to meet His own demands. Most certainly, without the enabling Spirit, such a heart is impossible; but with the Spirit controlling, it is the very life into which He will lead you.”

Joseph S. Carroll

How To Worship Jesus Christ, 42-43

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The One Essential

Posted by Jerry White on May 9, 2011

“Humankind was created for fellowship with God. God made us in His own image and likeness that we might be capable of understanding and enjoying God, entering into His will and delighting in His glory. Because God is the Everywhere-Present and All-Pervading One, we could have lived in unbroken fellowship with Him in whatever work we had to do.

Sin robbed us of this fellowship. And nothing but this fellowship can satisfy the heart of either us or God. It was this that Christ came to restore; to bring back to God His lost creature, and bring us back to all we were created for. Intimacy with God is the consummation of blessedness on earth as it is in heaven. It comes when the promise—‘I will be with you; I will never leave you or forsake you’—becomes a real experience; when we can say, ‘The Father is always with me.’

This communion with God is meant to be ours every day, whatever our state of mind or the circumstances that surround us. But its enjoyment depends upon the reality of our fellowship in the quiet place. The power to maintain close fellowship with God all day will depend entirely upon the intensity with which we seek to secure it in the hour of secret prayer. The one essential in the morning watch is fellowship with God.”

Andrew Murray

The Believer’s Daily Renewal, 16-17


But when you pray; go into your room and shut the door and pray to your Father who is in secret. And your Father who sees in secret will reward you.

Matthew 6:6 (ESV)


Is it the custom of your life to draw aside daily to a quiet place for fellowship with your Heavenly Father? He wants you to enjoy Him — alone. He waits for to come. He promised if you will draw near to Him then He will draw near to you. Do other things rob you of this blessed privilege? You can begin again to set necessary time alone just for Him.

Sweet Affliction

Posted by Jerry White on May 5, 2011

“There is no teaching or ministry even by the best taught servant of God that can do as much good as a sanctified experience. You must learn under that blessed schoolmaster, Mr. Affliction. It is good to go to his school, for the lessons are beneficial. One of his scholars wrote, ‘Before I was afflicted I went astray, but now I keep Your word….It is good for me that I have been afflicted, that I may learn Your statutes’ (Ps. 119:67, 71).

We receive our sweetest comforts in the time of trouble. I know that there are kisses from Jesus’ lips for His tested children that He does not give to those who are without trial. ‘He will feed His flock like a shepherd; He will gather the lambs with His arm, and carry them in His bosom’ (Is. 40:11). I would love to be a lamb and ride close to His heart. He will ‘gently lead those who are with young’ (Is. 40:11). Sometimes it is well for us to feel pain and weakness, that we may have more gentle leading from the tender Shepherd.

The great Rutherford said that when Christ put him down in the cellar of affliction, he knew that He kept His wine there. Rutherford groped about until he found the bottles, and then he drank and was relieved. There is rich wine of comfort in the lowest cellars of affliction when Christ puts us there. The joys of heaven will be sweeter because of our trials. We often sing:

Sweet affliction,

Thus to bring my Savior near.”

C. H. Spurgeon

Beside Still Waters, 105

Roy H. Clarke, Editor


Through him [Lord Jesus Christ] we have obtained access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and we rejoice in hope of the glory of God. More than that, we rejoice in our sufferings….

Romans 5:2-3 (ESV)


Suffering leads us into the throne room of God’s presence like nothing else can to discover depths of His love we would not otherwise know. Dear afflicted one, draw near and drink deeply of His choice wine of comfort. Lean your head against His loving heart.

My Deepest Desire

Posted by Jerry White on May 2, 2011

“More than anything else in the world I want to know God intimately. As a loving son to a gracious Father, I want to embrace Him and be close to Him at all times. I want to glorify Him wholly and adore Him solely. I want God to live His life in me and magnify His name before all creation.

More than anything else in the world I want to walk with Jesus steadfastly. As a sinner redeemed through His blood, I want to see His face and love Him more deeply. I want Him to help me break the idols of my life, cleanse and change me in [to] His likeness.

More than anything else in the world I want the Holy Spirit to dwell in me with all His fullness. As one who was dead in trespasses and sins but quickened by the Spirit, I want the Breath of God to breathe on me until all this earthly part of me glows with His fire divine.

Love of God, so pure and changeless;

Blood of Christ so rich and free;

Grace of God, so strong and boundless;

Magnify them all in me.”

Rochunga Pudaite, President

Bibles For The World


Let us know; let us press on to know the Lord.

Hosea 6:3 (ESV)


To grow in knowing the Lord Jesus, to steadily deepen in love for Him, to thirst for His Spirit to overflow your life and to increase in passion for Him to be glorified through your life ministers to His heart and blesses Him. It is more blessed to give than to receive—even to the Lord.